Trusting memories leads to a weak mind, dont let things get to you, that makes you less confident in yourself. Reliving memories, such as blood, is pointless. It will only cause fear and it can cause trauma, and eventually kill you. Almost like how people make fun of you, Forget the Past, it will never happen again. You're constantly growing so they cannot say anything against how you are now. You need your self-esteem so you can live happier, my happiness already faded, and so have my emotions. Just only look to memories for answers, if not, it causes 1000 questions.

I've always been strong
But can't make this happen
'Cause I need to breathe, I want to breathe you in
The fear of becoming
So tired of running
Cause I need to breathe...